I have been trying to redesign this blog for a reason that I can't explain. Okay, I am have mentioned in my previous post how I felt and observed in some changes that I have noticed in myself. But why is it that I still feel like I am still the same crazy, unpredictable, and moody Rai? WTH.
I am certain now how I want this blog to go. Oh by the way, I recently created another Instagram profile. I did create a profile 7 months ago I guess but deleted it a few months later for some reasons that I couldn't remember.
But I want a plain and simple black background color template but I couldn't find any that could satisfy my senses.
My sister-in-law sent me a message in Viber earlier this morning inviting me for a breakfast date tomorrow with her and my brother. I was thinking of browsing the menu now so I will know which to order. I don't have that much money any more. I went for vacation so only a few days were paid for the salary of April. I brought home the rest of the money. I had to pay my phone line, my transport, buy groceries, and go to the salon at least for a mani-pedi. I couldn't even afford sending my parents money back home. I had to explain myself this time. I might just send it for the next salary to come.
I have been thinking lately whether to get that loan from my bank or not. I had a session with my brother and sister-in-law's agent two months ago on the consequences, how to pay it, how interests work, how many months will my salary suffer from the deductions, and the worry of not being able to complete the payment if in case I get a job some place else. Well, I seriously don't know where to put the money that I'll get for the loan. I am very careful in choosing whether to get an investment or to use it in buying my own condo or home in Baguio. The loan comes with a credit card which I can use for hotel bookings (This is the main reason why I wanted to get the loan). I can sacrifice at least PhP 6,000 deduction every month for a year but won't be able to save. I might only be able to save the money that I will be able to get for the loan. When I went home for vacation, I made sure that I had the proper documentation for PAG-IBIG and SSS and update them withing this year. Ugh, adult duties. I seriously don't want to deal with these things but I have to, for my future.
Just a few frustrations that are supposed to be done by now.
Still trying to figure out how to play this game called life.
Sincerely,
Rai
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I am certain now how I want this blog to go. Oh by the way, I recently created another Instagram profile. I did create a profile 7 months ago I guess but deleted it a few months later for some reasons that I couldn't remember.
But I want a plain and simple black background color template but I couldn't find any that could satisfy my senses.
My sister-in-law sent me a message in Viber earlier this morning inviting me for a breakfast date tomorrow with her and my brother. I was thinking of browsing the menu now so I will know which to order. I don't have that much money any more. I went for vacation so only a few days were paid for the salary of April. I brought home the rest of the money. I had to pay my phone line, my transport, buy groceries, and go to the salon at least for a mani-pedi. I couldn't even afford sending my parents money back home. I had to explain myself this time. I might just send it for the next salary to come.
I have been thinking lately whether to get that loan from my bank or not. I had a session with my brother and sister-in-law's agent two months ago on the consequences, how to pay it, how interests work, how many months will my salary suffer from the deductions, and the worry of not being able to complete the payment if in case I get a job some place else. Well, I seriously don't know where to put the money that I'll get for the loan. I am very careful in choosing whether to get an investment or to use it in buying my own condo or home in Baguio. The loan comes with a credit card which I can use for hotel bookings (This is the main reason why I wanted to get the loan). I can sacrifice at least PhP 6,000 deduction every month for a year but won't be able to save. I might only be able to save the money that I will be able to get for the loan. When I went home for vacation, I made sure that I had the proper documentation for PAG-IBIG and SSS and update them withing this year. Ugh, adult duties. I seriously don't want to deal with these things but I have to, for my future.
Just a few frustrations that are supposed to be done by now.
Still trying to figure out how to play this game called life.
Sincerely,
Rai
GIF source: https://kimnarag.wordpress.com/quotes-3/life-quotes/
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